TO THOSE WHO LOST THEIR SPARK; WE ARE FINDING OUR VOICE

I’m finding my voice and I feel like that’s also you. I’m saying that I no longer recognize the me that I was used to! 

I am saying I’ve been bruised and jabbed too much by life that I’ve lost myself in the process. 

So, now I am learning to be me again! I am saying that I’m learning to find my familiar — this part of me that I’m missing. And I can feel it, and I need to find it, because it used to define me. Missing it is letting go of an essential part of me, because it has taken values and principles that I was familiar with — values and principles that made my life easier and much appreciated.

It has taken it away from me, so I’m in between — do I hold on to my brokenness, or do I go ahead and find myself again? But I’m recognizing that it’s essential for me to find myself again, because this is me that I know. This is me that I was working with. This is me that I had in mind. This is me that I’m looking to fulfill.

And I cannot allow life the privilege of taking it away from me. So, I’m saying that I need to find my familiar.

I’m saying that I need to find my voice, and a lot of people do not recognize the ability of having a voice. A voice goes beyond a tone. A voice is associated with the characteristics that you are. It is associated with the values that you have. It is associated with the way that you journey through life.

So, I’m saying that I need to find my voice. I’m not necessarily saying that my tone is low. I’m saying that there’s a part of myself that I had high expectation of, but the things that happened in life took it away from me. But I need to get it back because it’s essential, and I need it to fulfill the destiny that I’m churning with.

It’s okay — I’m mad, and I’m angry with life that it’s taken that away from me. I’m mad at people who’ve come my way and allowed me redefine what I used to think of myself. But I’m saying that I’ve had time to see it through and to think about it, and I miss that time of my life, and I need to find it back.

And I feel like that is you — that for some season in your life, you did not have clarity as to who you were anymore because of what life has brought your way. But I think that it’s about time for you to find your voice again, because you need it. You need it to prove a point to yourself. You need it to journey along with spark.

You need to find your voice again because you cannot give life the advantage of ripping you of something that is so essential to you. And I also feel like that’s a message for me — that I need to find my voice again. I need it to function. I need it. I need it because it’s something that I was familiar with, and it made my life much easier. It made the way that I treated people easier. It made the values and principles that I had much easier, and I need to find it.

It’s essential for me to find it. I cannot let life take that voice away from me, because it’s something that I am associated with, and I need it to fulfill the reality of what I’m looking to become.

I’m finding my voice again, so that I can go into spaces that I’ve always imagined being. I’m finding my voice again, so I can confidently walk into opportunities that I have desired. I’m finding my voice again, so that I can continue to train myself to take position in places that are great — places that people have never expected that a certain person like myself would step into.

I’m finding my voice again. That it’s okay that life broke me, but I have a comeback this time around — and it’s my voice, and it’s my identity, and it goes beyond a tone. It’s something that I apply to my everyday life.

So, I’m finding my voice again, so I can finally take position in places that I’ve desired, and I cannot let life take that away from me.