I CAN’T MOVE ON

 

I’ve taken trips to help me 

move on from you, but it didn’t work!

I locked myself up in rooms, 

made declarations that I was 

better off without you, but it didn’t clock.

You introduced me to the 

concept of a soulmate; 

you taught me love, and 

I enjoyed how we found 

fulfillment in ourselves and 

all we were made of. 

So tell me, how do I move on?

How are you moving on?

Oh, this hurts.

I don’t know what I’m supposed to do. 

I threw out the gifts you gave 

me so they wouldn’t remind me of you.

But it’s too much to throw out; 

it’s a lot to give away! 

And I am forcefully holding 

on to some of them,

they mean the world to me!

They strongly remind me of you.

I can’t stop reading your handwritten letters. 

My email is filled with love

messages from you and vows so true.

Oh hi, how do you do?

How are you faring?

Are you moving on good?

My heart feels muddy,

it’s stuck in you!

These countless memories, 

what am I supposed to do?

7,000+ pictures; I bought iCloud storage 

because of you and I

You don’t understand me, do you?

Anyways, I hope that you are doing good.

I don’t even know a thing about you anymore.

If anything, I am still holding on.

I was stalking you, 

but you haven’t put any post up!

Are you doing good?

Would you write me if you could?

There has to be something we can do!

My soul found its mate in you,

Now it’s stuck, unsure what to do.

I don’t know what to do.