WHAT I WANT - 1

It’s non negotiable for me, the desire to be loved tenderly. It’s natural for me, the need to be heard.

I stand across you and for the first time in a long while, I’d like to talk about what it means to be here.

Here, a place I haven’t been in long time.

Emotions, a feeling I’ve refused to share. 

I want the joy that comes with being with a person, a person, actually, my person.

I want the laughter that gushes out from the jokes and the moments we are alone.

The glow that tells there is a place I now call my home.

The whispers and talks that makes me whole. 

The silence that doesn’t make hole.

If it makes any sense, I want reassurance as we take steps.

Call me your own as many times that you can.

Teach me how to love you in a language that’s fine.

I am fascinated by the idea of you, so much that for the first time in a long while, I am coming out of the shell I built. 

I want to build with you the sanest idea of home; one you can come to when all hell breaks loose. 

Gladly handing over to you the regard knowing you can lead this zone. 

What I want is that what we are building becomes the guide for other buildings. 

What I want is you in me, you and me, you with me. It’s Us against the world. 

I acknowledge that I am drawn to you and it’s more beautiful and a total melter when you say “us” and “we”. 

These terms, I live for! These terms are more than enough to ascertain that I am involved. 

I am assured just as I wanted.

What I want is you in your full element, flourishing alongside me. Gosh, how it makes me melt.

What I want is growth; a total expansion beyond the borders of home. What I want is support and the way you smile on phone. 

What I want is certainty. You knowing what I am and what this is. What I want is communication, the type that’s clear and without deceit. 

What I want is the face that wears a smile, a heart that’s glad, a person that’s mine, a love that doesn’t hide. 

Maybe so, the meals and movies at night! Even more, everything good from your heart. 

What I want is you in a way God will want it too.