LIFE WITHOUT YOU

 

I’ve been learning how to live life without you,

It’s tough for me, I would be honest.

But life goes on so I have to care less.

But gosh, how I miss the soft hugs,

The meaningful cuddles, 

Your gentle talks. 

Heck, how I miss you.

We had everything,

My dreams, your images.

I was waiting for us to finish building,

I laughed whenever you tell me we could run off.

I made moments even from what wasn’t enough.

I still miss us, but I have to move on.

I would hate to give up on my dreams,

The way you gave up on us.

You convinced me you would stay for long. 

I can’t even hate you for how you gave us up.

I am just trying to live up to my words 

That I would change the world.

I’ve been fine without you.

Somedays I wish you were here, 

But how could I hold you against your will? 

But I thought you knew me so well

I thought you’d be crazy enough to 

Journey with me until the end. 

It’s alright, I am doing well!

Just can’t tell if i have regrets.

I always wish you well.

I can’t put together why you left.

But I couldn’t leave my dreams to die,

I thought I wouldn’t survive. 

Look what God is making out of my life.

How did you do it? 

How did you move past the things we build?

The hope we had, the things we looked to do.

We had it at length, all that we thought could be 

was right in our palms.

Somehow this stopped to be your path.

And I never figured why.

Someday it’s hard to not have place to retire to,

The thought of telling this

story all over wears me out.

How long would it take a new person to understand? 

To Journey my path? 

But it’s okay,

I pray you clarity.

I pray you peace.