NEW LOVE

 

I think it is absurd how you are making me laugh

I am randomly thinking about you and wide grin fills my face.

I don't mean to be such a drag, but is this even real?

In your words, like you would say, I feel like I am really blessed and lucky to have you do this with me.

When I look at you, the rest of the world feels locked away.

But I am scared of making mistakes.

Of making a mistake with you.

Wasn't it just the week before that I took down all your pictures.

That I deleted everything I wrote about you,

Everything I intend sending you.

Now, today, I've taken deep breaths every time I think about you,

I am asking if I would have regrets if this emotions were to continue.

I am asking myself if I can continue, if I can contain you.

What if this is for a moment?

But what does it matter?

As long we get to share them.

I would love to stay until forever.

You make me laugh like a duckling that found mother duck.

I fear hugging you because what if I never stop?

I like holding you because it is worth the world.

And I am telling myself to allow the moments.

To meet you over and over and over again.

To learn to call you and say your name in different ways.

To accept and to collect, to love this without regrets.

I would love to do this, to dream like this, to love like this as long as it is with you.