How long will you be around for?

 Babe, I was wondering because I have seen several demons in display and I don’t want more. 

They speak of happy endings, but I don’t know if there would be one for me in us. 

I have had several scars, so I don’t want to hurt, (anymore). 

So I’d like to know, “how long would you be around for?”

I know right now, we aren’t thinking about much. 

We are taking turns with life and it’s just so much.

 

But I get tired and I always want to run. 

Those are the times I seek for shelter with the OMNIPRESENT One.

I just wanted to know, if you would like to be friends and see how it goes. 

I like it when you talk and I see us sharing goals. 

I just was hoping you’d stay for a longer while. 

I am kind of running out of strength, hence I was wondering if you would be my support system on days that I fall apart.

I know that whenever I write, I make it look like my life has flashed before my eyes. 

Several years has passed and I still have thousands of scars. 

So, I am spending time being like the sister of Martha, sitting at Jesus’s feet; it’s all that matters. 

But I cannot deny that I am made for another. 

Everyday when I come home after work, even with the atmosphere of The Almighty God, my soul sometimes yearns to be with a partner. 

I know we spoke of all the great stuffs; I haven’t gathered the courage to speak about when life messed me up.

I have been telling the stories in snippets; a part of my heart still responds to reflex. 

How long will you be around for, before I get used to your presence?

I can’t deal with starting a thing that would not hold.

As at now, I have one and a half hope.

I can’t trust the way you say that we could try to talk or how you touch my shoulders when we walk.

I can’t accept the way you smile 

How long will you be should for, so I won’t grieve when I don’t see you anymore.