Fountains (home)

 There are fountains somewhere close to where I come from. 

The fountains lies inside mountains, the way my heart lies in your hands. 

And so, I am here wondering, I have lots of things on my mind. And so badly God, I want shut my eyes. I have found lots of things, I haven’t found myself the way you found me.

 So I am wondering, wondering if I could shut my eyes. The little girl that you found Is wondering if you are right. 

But here is the thing Lord, you never make mistakes. So this fountain has tears, this fountain doesn’t understand, but this fountain knows you are perfect in all of your ways. 

And inside the mountain has deep places, I found my seat, so God, I am here, sitting, wondering.....

The little girl that you called by name wants to see your face. I want to shut my eyes, but I realized I would have to open them again. 

Years of lies, now it’s time to start again. I got used to many things; mostly pains.

 And now in this mountain, this fountain can be wrapped in your embrace. And I watch the totality of my existence find itself again. 

I was hoping I would shut my eyes, but you won’t take me away. This fountain would pour water again. I have nothing, just the fact that I know this mountain by name. 

Dear God, I wanted to shut my eyes, but I am certain you’d open them again, farewell is a strong word, I have gathered the courage to say.

Dear God, the little girl you saved has come to call your name. Run baby, run, run to the mountain. 

If you ever want to stop, remember, Jeremiah 29:11 is perfect for you. 

Dear God, the little girl you saved, knows you by Name. This fountain shall find its way to the mountain. 

            Olu❤️