I am gone - undone 1
I don’t know what to say, it’s been like that for days.
I have been undone, sitting in my flesh, but blood all gone.
Eyes awake, all night long.
Thoughts about random stuff, bitter failure, terrible storms.
I still think about you. How easy it was with you.
The way that you laughed, it put me at ease.
I have always longed to make you proud, I hope you can see.
Days like these, I want to sit close to you, clinching tightly to your chest, although I hate that I am remembering you, but i guess it’s perfect.
The way that eternity felt wrapped in you.
The touch of your lips with mine mostly was to soak in my cry.
So, I miss you. So much. I cannot deny that a lot went from us.
You were the totality of my existence, almost like life itself.
And the way that you would hold me in your close embrace.
I never wanted to find my way, you were just like the way.
And I wish that you were here, the way you knew my fear, my incapacity, the way you wipe my tears.
My head cannot fathom a lot.
The fact that you were right about so much.
Seeing through my flaws, the way that smile is what I can never get enough of. I miss you.
Great piece, Funke!
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