Because this is all I can do

I left the ropes for too long, it tangled way too much. 

I thought it was nice to ignore, so I told God I didn't want baggages anymore. 

Yes, He untangled the ropes, so I felt it was okay to get up. 

He told me to take the ropes back to where they belong. 

Just when I thought I had it all, He said I had to learn to face the world. 

Secrecy is better, strength has always been enough, but to learn vulnerability and love. I don't even like the sound of those words. 

Yet, I am coming back to you, to tell you of the deals i refused, because you are my friend and i have forgiven all your wrongs. 

It's not like I don't feel peace without you, I have just had lots of memories with you. 

This woman is a part of whom you 

groomed and I don't know how it feels like aging without the words you give me; they heal like balm. 

I wanted to ask that you forgive me, if you would.

Remember when I used to do this with you, it never hurts to also leave a kiss with you.

We are grown, I don't like the look of wrickles, but it's with you, so I would love to age.

Forgive me if you may.