Dear Smith

I wanted the rainy days to come when you were here, because I could submit myself into your arms without fear.

Dear Smith, I have missed my step, you should have stayed near.

The totality of my existence surrounded you; my smiles, my look, including the way I shut my eyes.

My vulnerability was supressed by your function. If that was luck, I couldn't really tell.

These are things I rarely mention, mostly because I want my feelings skedaddling.

Dear Smith, you were right. I wouldn't ever look into your eyes to tell you no. I would never fake my emotions because you already would know.

Dear Smith, I miss you childish laughter. 

I was wondering if one of these days I could stop by; I miss everything we had.

It was my fault that time passed us by.

Dear Smith, I know I once lied. I am sorry that I made us cry.

Dear Smith, I do really do miss you.

My lining doesn't have a silver without you.