Afresh

You remind me of myself.

 The shadow I thought I left;It's still dark, that space I thought I cleaned out; it doesn't yet have lights.

I believed that you would conceal my secrets, the day I said I would no longer walk the dark streets. 

Those silence were actually noises within. But you, my dear friend didn't see. 

I fear, I fear everything that I once believed. I fear that without bended knees, I will never reach my dreams.

 I fear that my past wouldn't seize, I fear that life has just started with me. 

But I do not fear death, because I have given everything that I have to lose, and i gave my heart first; i gave a part of me to you. 

And I know that fate has been running relay, passing baton to everything that can cause delay.

But today, I have had enough of the voices in my head. 

I have doubted all of my success, because it is hard to believe that I would hear people raise their voices to give me a cheer.

But I am done, I am doing hearing voices and allowing fear.

You, my friend don't have to fear.

I am done with everything that held me there.

This past isn't my best.

And I have seen a vision noone has neared.

This voice that has been screaming.

That voice wanted to kill me.

But I am done trying to understand if life really needs me.

I need myself.

But, I need you too.

But I need me first.

So, I am done, done, done running in fear.

If I live, I live with all of me.

So cheers to a new beginning.

You should have known better.

A voice can't drown a fighter.

Fear, you just unleashed Heaven's best.