Admit

Yes, I admit.
That once, you completed me.
Some moments I wouldn't trade for money.
Yes, I admit.
It is different without you.
You once existed in my realm, within my reach.
I wish you would come around like before, stare into my eyes and start the laugh war.
I wish you could still be the pipe that drains me when my head is full.
I wish you still knew me better than anyone.
I wish and I admit that the most amazing thing was you putting me to sleep.
And waking up to your smile was the most beautiful thing.
Staring into your eyes while wrapped around your arms like a baby was the charm.
You knew it all, my dreams and race, I have to admit that I miss you but it was best to watch you leave.

Hey, I admit that I haven't written in a while because I am uninspired without you.
I admit it is hard.
Yes i admit that my world will still be complete without you, it might take a while but I will eventually learn to walk without your hands..

You pushed me; I fell and returned.
You tore me; I ripped and sealed.
I do admit, you made an artwork from my ribs.

You were my strength and weakness.
I do admit that in another world, I would steal a glance at your life but wouldn't be a part.

I admit that my last wish would have been to have another version of you.
A better one that wouldn't harm, break or destroy me.
I admit you spiced up my journey
A bit of you lies in my memories.
I admit i would like to erase all you brought in.