KARMA

I had left you before i met you.
I broke myself before you broke me.
I was prepared for the worse and nothing more.
I had my best and my rest.
You came first and that was strenght, but thinking we wouldn't end that was just a false test.

Sins from my past has brought my last... this is my karma.

For everytime i laid with someone else's man.
For the times i defiled myself with a man that isn't mine.
That i took someone who belong to someone else.
Thinking i would find happiness after is the greatest lie.

Yesterday i cried.
I cried because i knew.
I knew we wouldn't last, i knew i would tears us apart if somethings didn't.
I wanted to tell you everything.
I wanted to call... to say all that was up.
I wanted to hold you one more time maybe to say goodbye.

My heart hasn't learnt how to capture happiness.
All the lovely moments would end in tears.
You know with you i had my best.

But i am like a cloud that cannot be pinned down.
I wanted so much to hold your hands.
To last, maybe to walk with you to the aisle

Karma has taught me not to have peace.
I don't think i deserve to be happy.
But you were the news i needed to be new.
Maybe in another world, i would be with you........