Half but baked man
Baby, this is for you. I want you to read through, open your heart for this is from my mind.
I know many times you battle with secrets you shouldn't hide because you are scared telling me takes your ego as a man.
I know many times you tell me never mind instead of saying to my face what you don't like.
You are hiding in a shell and that isn't nice.
I have seen through your horrible days, times you had pains, moments you never felt safe but you weren't the same.
You were harsh and mean, thousands of times you shunned me because you didn't want me penetrating you for that was weakness to you.
Nothing has not been the same ever since i felt your pains, you've totally changed and it got me.
Wondering, what is the strenght of a man?.
Although i have never seen you cry, but i think that you do because i see through your laughter; a weaker version of you.
I know you are strong for you have managed to hide you from me, but i cannot play this game anymore.
I don't feel safe, it is dangerous.
I thought what best defines us were the thoughts we couldn't let go, the words we share and swords that we hold.
I don't know you anymore, and it has crashed all my hope.
All i just wanted was to be by your side, trust me, I only wanted to hold your hands, i wanted to pat you and say you are a strong man.
I wanted to pray with you and laugh after the pillow fight. All i wanted was to help you forget.
All that brought you down. I want to do this with you, allow me please.
Trust that I can help you.
I know you fight so much, you face the world, you can take my strenght bind it with yours.
I can put out your fire, if you want. I would dim my light so you won't get hurt.
You are starting to fight, don't melt up.
I am not your opponent, allow me hold you up. You are shutting me out and it is bringing me down.
I know you are scared that i see too much, i won't explore you atall.
You are safe, i just want to back you up. You have my shoulder to lean, i can hold you so stay strong. If you want to be alone, stay strong.
I think i don't know you at all. I don't know.
Your best colour or what you love.
I just realized that you run too much. Let me hold you up, just stay strong, you can cry beneath close door.
I won't ask that you talk. I trust you to lead the world, i want you to be strong even though you push me off, i want you to know i mean no harm.
You lied so much, you pretended, you hid your words, you didn't tell.
I feel like a stranger, but i still want to be there.
Please trust me, i might not know you or the wars you fight.
When you hide, it makes things harder. I just want you to know talking to me doesn't make you less of a man.
I hate that you hide, i know i might not count but i gat you, i really can smile for you. I know you are strong.
You know you can always cry even if it isn't to my eyes. No one is perfect even on the inside.
I have you darling. be strong.
You are so much of a man.
YOU CAN DO IT.
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