A LIFFE NOT MY OWN

 

Do you have any idea what it is to live a life that isn’t your own?

No. It’s not you intimidating someone else, it’s you giving up yourself daily; the crazy sacrifices.

It’s a beautiful worthy feeling that comes with bruises and pains, but at so, I understand to live is to die.

So, I am sorry but I don’t know if I am.

I am sorry that I had to lay my life.

To give up that job, to walk away from that love.

To close up certain doors that opened up, because that’s not what Christ wants.

But I am not sorry because of the joy of what is to come; this shaping - yes, a bit too much, but so, I will count it all joy.

“For to me, to live is Christ [He is my source of joy, my reason to live] and to die is gain [for I will be with Him in eternity].”

‭‭Philippians‬ ‭1‬:‭21‬ ‭AMP‬‬