SELFISH LOVER

  I am a selfish lover. 

Waking up with thoughts of you. 

Desiring the things of you. 

Seeing things in the view of you. 

Wanting life with all of you. 

Oh, I am a selfish lover. 

Forgive me, when I fell in love with you, 

I didn’t ask. 

I didn’t ask if you felt the same way. 

I didn’t ask if you fell for me too. 

I just went heads over heels, 

Day dreaming about moments with you. 

Fantasizing about things that might be untrue. 

I’ve been thinking life with you would be beautiful, I forgot to ask if you’d like to do this too. 

I didn’t ask if you’d like to go to the park by 2pm on Saturday. 

I didn’t ask if you would love to swim Wednesday noon. 

I assumed you’d like to see the waters with me. I am selfish. 

I should have thought of you. 

Now I am seating at my balcony, sweating from my head to the bosom of my chest. 

I should have asked if you like to do this life I’ve designed for us in my head.

I’ve been a selfish lover creating moments without you. 

Forgive me. 

Is this a life you want to live? 

Do you want me? 

I am a selfish lover, but I repent.

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