How do you love again

 This heart, I haven’t seen anything like it.

So much scars, yet it still takes some leaps. 

This heart might not contain the tomorrow that has been predicted by date. 

So, I am sorry because I cannot love you. 

For the last time, I can’t call you. 

I have spent way too much time trying to understand how you are designed. 

It is either this isn’t meant to be or you are not meant for me. 

I feel like you are the karma for my sins. 

Yet, I do not agree that I deserve all of these. 

How do you love again? 

When your pieces are gone with the flood. 

How do you love today? 

When you wake and forget the days love had a name. 

I cannot explain, I do not desire to.

They were right, I spent time loving you too much, I could have tamed my tender embrace. 

You don’t deserve me. 

I can’t love again .