ALLOW final

You are my biggest joke, my deepest strokes, my crush and soul, my defination of hope.

A gift with hold. 

 But you didn't cherish me one bit until you realized i am a charm of peace, you suddenly began to keep me.

 I broke already, you didn't see through.

Allow me save you the pains and walk away Charles.

 

(This was the night before now).

I walked back to the kitchen after I walked her out, I saw her sitting on the floor, without looking at her I face, i became to talk.

You are love, i messed up, i know i did... 

I  stopped as I realized  she was bending with a face of ache.

 Are you alright? I asked. I am,  she groaned. 

No, you are not, I said. 

Blood soon gushed out of her mouth as she screamed in pains.

Alice, Alice, What did you do? Alice, I shouted as I lifted her. Look at me, what did you do to yourself?

 She groaned in pains and replied I took the pills.

What pills........

To Be Loved Is Hard, she responded as he forever shut her eyes