THE ACT OF GETTING OVER YOU

I moved to another town

I got a new space 

I didn’t tell you goodbye

I couldn’t say anything to your face.

I needed to move on, to get over you.

Does she make you happy? 

Does she do things I didn’t

get the chance to do? 

Does she allow you be yourself 

and does she share your dreams? 

How are you?

Does she come home to you when she is exhausted, does she have inside jokes that never almost makes sense? 

I couldn’t, I couldn’t stand it. 

I didn’t know what else to do.

I had my whole person in you, 

I could only move and start over.

Even now, you are stuck in my head. 

But I can’t deal with it.

I moved to another city

Maybe in 3 years, you wouldn’t matter anymore and if I ignore my feelings well, 

I wouldn’t remember you anymore.

To me, it makes sense! 

How are you?

Does it hurt? 

Does your heart tighten up your chest?

Do you think of us? 

Do you feel like betrayed my trust? 

Do you think I am hurt? 

Do you think of how to make it make sense? 

Did you fall deep in love? 

Did you really pick your ex? 

You said you never cheated! 

I think you did 

At some point, your heart 

was no longer with us;

It was hers. 

When you saw the chance,

you took her and you moved on.

I would forever fault you for that. 

Make it make sense. 

I am in another town. 

In this room, heavy with tears. 

Tearing myself apart 

For everything I felt. 

I moved to another town

The town I met you smells like regrets. 

I don’t know what to do. 

I am not sure I wish you well.