Just friends

 One day, we are playing hide and seek. 

Another day, it’s you my heart wants to seek.

Just to put a tag on it.

I keep forgetting we are friends, I don’t know if that’s okay. 

I remember saying I love you when we went to the stream. 

I got home to look at myself in the mirror;

I must have sounded like a fool.

Sometimes, we are playing ludo.

Some days, we are playing woth (cards)

I always feel like to ask you what my life is worth to you. 

I laugh when texting you. 

In the mornings, I am waiting on your calls. 

Is that selfish?

Do you feel the same way? 

I don’t know if it’s okay.

I am thinking my emotions are a waste

And I could just move on

But it’s been 10 years of being friends 

And we have valued every step. 

I didn’t just get here, it took a while. 

I fall in love with your smile

I must have mentioned

And when I look into your eyes, it feels like heavenly intervention. 

We are friends, just friends. 

Are we not? 

At least that’s what we say. 

If this is a case, please use my words against me. 

I love you and I feel no shame. 

But you know how they say you’d never know until you ask, I wanted ask if you feel the same way.

It’s crazy what they say about not expressing your feelings because it’s 21st century. 

That rule doesn’t apply in here.

Please be true to your feelings. 

 I like it when you laugh.

Feels like a part of me lives in your heart. 

I don’t know if to ask if you could be mine. 

But I’d like to explore space with you. 

And it’s okay if you don’t want to.

A straight No would do. 

So I don’t have wait and keep guessing. 

But I really do love you.

And yes, I am so into you. 

But if I really did tell you, what would it change? 

Certainly not our friendship, I want it to last till the end of the day. 

If you don’t feel how I feel, don’t judge my emotions. 

Tell me what would be safer to do. 

You are my friend because you walk paths with me. 

If I did tell you, what would it change?