adamant lover.

It was crystal clear that home wasn't here but because you are, i will stay.

Deep inside my heart, I am not getting there yet everyday I will wait.

I am not as blind as you say, I see the chance of our fate.

Destiny says we can't be, But i don't want to go away for in us I have faith.

Even if it seems vain, I can bear the pains, I like to find comfort in pretense.

Incomplete, fading yet saying I will stay here.

It is crystal clear that the cord has ended.
Yet i would force it for my fear
Hug and hold me here.

I am just an adamant lover, committed to loving others intensely.

This is how I best know how to live; with a part of me being killed.

So forgive me, if I allow you pierce me, I just don't know me enough to walk away when you try to bruise me.

When you taunt me emotionally and my mentally stability diminishes, I might still be an adamant lover, until the day my blood stains the carpet, and my coffin is bought for less because of the shame my death has to bear.

Dear lover, kill me slowly..

I am adamant. I would stay because after I leave, I might die.